So here you are at 4am wishing that that was even remotely possible. Sadly, it isn’t, there’s too much concern for every action you pursue. Every action from eating an apple or killing yourself. There’s just too much to think about before you can even think about not even giving a damn. How can you stop that? The thoughts that follows actions are inevitable due to the fact that life goes on. Life, governed by actions that one chooses to act upon, is full of twist and turns guided by which path you decide to follow. You never know which one to follow, do you? There’s just so many paths to follow that it kills me. I thrive to not give a damn, it doesn’t work. I’m still concerned. I’m concerned for my well-being, my free spirit is far from free. The tempest of aftershocks from a chosen action overwhelms me because it guarantees that life is unpredictable. The only option is to not give a damn so how is that achievable? It sounds so easy, those words being tossed around as if they were even near a solid sense of honesty. “I don’t give a damn.”, purely false advertisement. They do, we all do. We must learn to accept life for what it is even if what we want isn’t what we have. Easy, right?